vent & release.

-i think this past week has been the worst yet.
-my hearts all jumbled..
-ive never felt so vulnerable or helpless.
-where did things go wrong?
-its so difficult because sometimes you cant help or control how you feel.
-why are you so hard to read, did i read too deep into it
-why do i even care about you
-ive always loved you
-your my bestfriend
-what am i looking for
-why do you send me mixed signals and mess with my emotions.
-why does it hurt

.... why why why why i wish it never happened and left it as is..
-because then i wouldnt have realized something so great.


its all out but not really.