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week 2 INSANITY laadeeDONE


happy sabbado!


love, always.

the weekend. yesterday. and today.

weekend:
my weekend officially began on Thursday after school & I thankfully had no school on Monday giving me an extra long weekend.

THE WEEKEND
Thursday: went to the prayer meeting.
Friday: Vespers
Saturday: Party at my house -_________- ahh
Sunday: 4th of July BBQ/Swimming @ Uncle Roberts: Happy Birthday
Daniel, Gav, & I met up with Zari, Abby, and Kevin & tried watching fireworks @ Hulda Crooks.
After... we had our own fun ^_^, tried watching Remember Me ... too slow for night time, and ate the biggest meal ive ever eaten at in&out ever at 1am in the morning -_- so much for insanity.
To some it ALL up, this weekend consisted primarily of EATING, FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND FUN

YESTERDAY
Monday: BBQ at Kuya Tims/Played a lot of ping-pong in the heat.. hence the sun burn on my face.
After... visited my parents @ auntie beths & played more ping-pong w/ my daddy.. ive missed them and they've missed me :/

TODAY
... I had a terrible dream last night.. maybe thats why...

Tuesday: I had school.. ive never woken up so tired & lifeless... it was so gloomy.. my body was in class but my mind, my energy, my everything was gone.
After, i went to daniels ate.. watched the tooth fairy.. fell asleep at the ending... slept more.. and still had NO energy in me to wake up!

... I had another terrible dream..

WHATS WRONG WITH ME TODAY!!!!!


Finally went home, didn't feel the least bit good.. I felt empty...
GOT HOME DID INSANITY.. day 8 .. and now i sit here..

trying to finish remember me..


ugh. this is pointless. hope no one reads it.. just wanna empty out.

I realized im empty because i need you Lord, Help me find the energy, the love, a reason.. I NEED YOU.


love, always
the tired one.