torn.

between religion and life itself.

help me Father.

PS. Thanksgiving was yesterday
-thank you for family, friends, life, opportunity and basically EVERYTHING i have

even though i am entirely in pain at the idea of our family not being quite the same, and by the same i mean being one of the tightest, most close knit, fun-loving families ever.
A family that enjoyed every second together, taking in each other company: living, laughing, loving....

i pray that God will mend, He knows whats best.

BECAUSE:

"life is definitely better with company" & miss it.


PSS. IM SO ANGRY AT YOU GUYS FOR DOING THIS TO OUR FAMILY; WEVE BEEN DIVIDED AS A RESULT OF YOUR DECISIONS...HOW SELFISH

but i will pray not only for myself but for you guys as well... dont want to feel this way
WE JUST ALL NEED FORGIVENESS... Father, help us find it in us.