yesterday.

DAY:
drove to newport with zari
ate bearflag ahi poke
went to huntington beach
got stuck in MAJOR traffic on the way back
tried so hard to find a McDonalds for some sweet tea!!!
(finally found a visible one half way home :)

NIGHT:
vespers @ inland: Mickey "mini-mouse" was the speaker's name according to the lady in back of me.
ahahahhahahahahahaha
cucas. zohan. youtube.

& daniel .. had a civil talk with him and we realized a lot. :/
in short, regardless of what came out of it... he always has my heart.

THE END.

love, always

surprise.

its funny how the only reason why i feel compelled to touch my blogspot is when things go wrong.
times when emotions are better expressed written than said.

so im once again standing where i was a few months ago.
you're gone, LIKE THAT... once again.

i guess its been on your mind for a while because i dont think it just happened
what i said, what i did... triggered something inside of you.

i said im sorry..
& you said im sorry..

but i didnt see what was coming next..
you were sorry BECAUSE you decided "you've given up on me"

those words, the WORST words i've ever heard come out of your mouth
melted my heart in ways even... chocolate, ice-cream, or anything capable of melting have ever been exposed to.

ugh... that was lame.. but idk..

"im giving up on you" it plays back over and over and over in my head..

for some reason its not the fact that you broke up with me that hurts the most...
its the fact that your giving on me. the fact that you actually said.. the one person i swore wold never ever...actually gave up on me.


help me Lord.


love, always
the brokenhearted