Wednesday, August 17, 2011

!@#$%^&*. r a n t.

A year ago I wrote a blog about not knowing what I was passionate about... but now, I have a better idea of who I am.

Everyone's doing something amazing and to that I say, "It's my turn!"

I'm not meant to just be here... I'm here for something bigger than this.

I don't know if this career path I'm aiming for is "THE ONE", but what I do know is that I'm passionate about traveling & helping others. There has to be a career in that somewhere! 

nonprofit organizations, traveling to countries where help is needed, meeting people from all walks of life, photographing/writing about their lives and sharing it with others (journalism??).. I feel this is my calling and this is what I'm destined to do. 

BUT unfortunately, it's not that easy. 
I have parent's who have raised me to want these things but at the same time want me to pursue a career in the medical field (where a successful career is secured & $$$ income will never fail). 

I owe it to them to finish and once I do,  it'll be my turn to fulfill these passions. Aside from this, I'll have the cha-ching to to actually get "work" done MY WAY!!!

Pharmacy now... dreams second?
Make my parents happy first...and me second?
Nonetheless, my dreams will come true & I will live a fulfilled life :) 

Advice: just be in love with what you do. 

summer.

It's been a beautiful summer filled with beautiful places and beautiful people. I WONT forget anything; especially the friendships that have blossomed. Now I'm grateful I met Daniel even MORE.


try, try again.

you try to stop.
you try and forget.
you pretend, but it eats you inside.

so you try, try again... to stop, to forget and just pretend.

issues too great for tissues -_- prayer is always key.

Monday, August 15, 2011

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