love through it all.

love.

im in so deep that i no longer need anything else to breathe.

distance.

the hardest thing we've had to deal with in a while.

strength.

what we'll gain from this.



Just a couple of days ago I would cry everyday.
I think I'm better now. I think I've gotten a hang into this new thing we have going for us.
This distance has definitely showed me how much more I appreciate and love you.

& I am so in love with you.

breathe.

i can finally breathe again.

plans:
-get it right, get it tight: it starts in the kitchen, but the gym sounds good too.
-run
-hike
-thrift
-swap meet!
-go to work?
-beach
-theme parks
-spontaneous nights out
-drink, eat, be merry
-take pictures
-chill all day with daniel, before he leaves :(
-hangout with friends
-be young before were all too old.

me in a few.

i want to live in a loft.
somewhere upstairs.
i want brick walls.
i'll throw some lights on them.
i want a comfy couch, orange maybe.
on that comfy couch i'll hold a drink.
and ill just chill all day. read a book.
maybe ill have a few friends over.

power through.

request.

in 1st grade prayer requests felt unnecessary, but as an adult I feel like I need them every second.

send one out for me please. so much going on.

love, lee

my favorite song.

http://youtu.be/QKhgsQlnWkw

for some reason the embedded link isn't working :( 

going inside out.

snip, snip: i am currently dissecting; my heart lies on the table.

oh Lord, how i hate being a sap.. but that's what love does. 

it's been more than 7 years since i've lived the single life, 

and every now and then my mind stumbles and wonders what it's like. 

it's so stupid, ya know? the thoughts i think, the outrageous feelings i start to feel (doubt, hesitation,..). 

i guess you can call it curiosity... but curiosity killed the cat. 

today, this week, this month isn't one of those times were my curiosity is budding though.

its actually the opposite. 

at this very moment i feel so in love, so alive, and so...in love. 

im really not trying to brag... but gosh darn, how can i not? 

i just want you to know that im really happy. 

& for the hundredth epiphany in this relationship i can say that im lucky to know what love between "a you and a me" is suppose to feel like. 

it's a beautiful thing. 

after these many days, and after feeling like i've done everything i could do with one person, 

there's never a dull moment. 

dude, i really like laughing and i'm sorry if you don't hahahahaha but gosh... i love/hate that he could make me laugh when i'm pissed & i especially love that we laugh at things that can be so stuuuupid. 

i don't know what the future holds and where it'll take me and this relationship

but i know that this non-ordinary type of thing we have going on can conquer all. 

!@#$%^& ef it's just so special & perfect. 

but um.. where am i going with this? 

no where really.. 

it's just one of those nights where everything feels right. 

i apologize, but not really, for being so vocal with my love 

but oh HELL, it is what it is. 

goodnight world, 

and a special goodnight to my friends out there, everywhere, doing their everythings. 

i love,miss you guys. 

love, lee

ps: side stuff..i just have to state something off topic 

i realized my favorite letter is L
its nothing egotistical though

HAHA i'm a nut 

not thrifting, just shopping.

I'll admit I have a problem. Clothes clothes clothes all over!

But without sacrificing my love for clothes I have decided instead to be more thrifty with my cheese. 

How? by shopping the USED

you won't believe the things you'll find and for what price!  

There's just something so rewarding about finding little treasures; instead of getting something generic, you actually end up buying unique, one of a kind items. 

I use to thrift once upon a time, but thanks to Darcie my interest has reignited with the sole objective of getting more bang for my buck, as well as getting buys with more character. 

Aside from this, some thrift stores don't tax, and THATS NOT ALL, many of them are dedicated to donating their earnings to organizations geared towards cancer research (which makes me feel a lot better about spendng my money).
Double kudos!

Here's a few of my recent buys: 

grandpa sweater, red top, high waisted shorts, earrings, clutches, and bags, all for under $50 :)

Although at first the aspect of wearing someone else's used clothing can be a little uncomfortable, its nothing a little soap, water, and softener can't fix! 

random things.

i need to start running again

as of right now, 11:24 pm and on, i will try my best to be healthy

daniel's new obsession is his beta fish

i am currently addicted to denim and am currently on a mission for this something i just saw.. 

I'm learning everyday to be content, adventurous, more loving, lovable and cheerful

i've found a new love for ryan tedder

and this is a random video of yours truly

im scared of the future

money is always an issue

i'm addicted to clothing, accessories, shoes 

i can't wait for my wisdom teeth holes to heal
uhh, why do love songs make me emotional? -_- 

i miss school, but not really

i want to go on a road trip 

i need a car again 

i wish everything was easier

i i i i i i i ....

goodnight, lee 

amazing grace.

Life is fragile and sometimes I forget just how fragile it really is.

January 2, 2012
He put on his gloves ready to resuscitate my auntie Grace when all had given up around him.
He put his lips on her forehead and said, "I'm sorry mom we tried everything we could."
He (my uncle Nick) had the toughest exterior I knew and there he was, as my mom put it (in tagalog), crying like a girl.

Today and everyday I will celebrate the life that you lived. Sleep tight auntie, until next time.

Side: It's time like these where we are reminded to be kind, to be ready, to love, and to appreciate every single blessing bestowed upon us. We may not have everything we want but as hard as it may seem, we do have everything we need. Always be thankful.