asdfghjkl. continuation.

ive spent the last 9 hours doing my art paper.
almost dont but GAH! wow..
tomorrow: add a few finishing touches and walla..
gets turned in with the rest and POOF my stress shall cease to exist no more.
..just cant wait till its off my plate.
but for now im OFF to bed.
these past few weeks have been awfully tiring.. my sleeping habits have failed my body.
im sorry body forgive me.. Christmas is coming soon.
cant believe its next week.. good thing someone pointed it out.

BTW: in conjunction with bringing up Christmas
look what my seeester bought :]



ever since we moved here shes been looking forward to buying the tree and putting it in that perfect spot for ALL to see.
we just decorated it last night.. its NOT great.. buts we have a nice smelly tree. mmm

-goodnight. <3

thanks for the SOUL food BF

asdfghjkl.

LAST DAY OF FINALS..

ONE PROBLEM!! -_________-

i have yet to finish my research paper
due tomorrow 5pm.

stress still encumbers me. FML

guess who's going to be at the library ALL DAY/NIGHT
ME :| on the last day of my finals ugh..

my fault BUT AHHH! just cant wait to finally be FREEE of anything school related..
just want a BREAK!!!

Lord, please help me get this done TODAY/TONIGHT.
thanks.

this week.

SUN: Panera, studied for hours.
-mama drama for zarbar. :/

MON:finished psych final.
HOW I FELT ABOUT IT?: NOT too confident but i think i got an A, hopefully:]
UPDATE: just checked NOW and i got an A on the final 243/250 & an A in the class 919/1000
this made my life!!! well day YAY :]

TODAY: art BUT since i did my presentation last week i was done. it was a breeze
-still need to finish my art research paper due fri. 5pm
procrastinating like CRAZY on it..

(i made a schedule so that this week would go by smoothly.. pretty much have sticked to it..
EXCEPT for the fact that ive been holding back on my art paper that i scheduled to start YESTERDAY.. im a day behind.. i dont like it .. but i think ill make myself 2 days behind (^__^ joys of high school procrastination has followed me)

TOMORROW: turn in humanities essay (which i finished WAY on time) .. SAT night? wow.. ive never done anything 3 days early... thats an improvement :] AFTER-HOMEBOUND (and maybe work on art and anthro ec :)

THRS: a little anthro. test

&.. HOPE I GET THAT ART ESSAY DONE BY 5PM FRI :]

boys are:

Oblivious..
oblivious to how you feel
oblivious to what you need
oblivious to what you want

OPEN YOUR MIND, YOUR EYES, & YOUR ARMS
&hold my feeling, my needs, my wants close.

realize that this too is something

YOU FEEL
YOU NEED
YOU WANT

AND please, wake up.
wake ME up.

-lmm