oh Lord, how i hate being a sap.. but that's what love does.
it's been more than 7 years since i've lived the single life,
and every now and then my mind stumbles and wonders what it's like.
it's so stupid, ya know? the thoughts i think, the outrageous feelings i start to feel (doubt, hesitation,..).
i guess you can call it curiosity... but curiosity killed the cat.
today, this week, this month isn't one of those times were my curiosity is budding though.
its actually the opposite.
at this very moment i feel so in love, so alive, and so...in love.
im really not trying to brag... but gosh darn, how can i not?
i just want you to know that im really happy.
& for the hundredth epiphany in this relationship i can say that im lucky to know what love between "a you and a me" is suppose to feel like.
it's a beautiful thing.
after these many days, and after feeling like i've done everything i could do with one person,
there's never a dull moment.
dude, i really like laughing and i'm sorry if you don't hahahahaha but gosh... i love/hate that he could make me laugh when i'm pissed & i especially love that we laugh at things that can be so stuuuupid.
i don't know what the future holds and where it'll take me and this relationship
but i know that this non-ordinary type of thing we have going on can conquer all.
!@#$%^& ef it's just so special & perfect.
but um.. where am i going with this?
no where really..
it's just one of those nights where everything feels right.
i apologize, but not really, for being so vocal with my love
but oh HELL, it is what it is.
goodnight world,
and a special goodnight to my friends out there, everywhere, doing their everythings.
i love,miss you guys.
love, lee
ps: side stuff..i just have to state something off topic
i realized my favorite letter is L
its nothing egotistical though
its nothing egotistical though
HAHA i'm a nut
