my prayers.

Sometimes I feel that I've forgotten how to pray.
Not that actual act of conversating with God, but the sincerity in which I do it.
Everyday I pray the same prayer, so rehearsed, so routine...
Sometimes it feels so selfish because all I do is talk about myself, asking for favors and making requests.
There's just not enough thanking, not enough emotion, not enough thought. And this is where my problem comes into place.
Sometimes I feel that I am so undeserving of prayer and this direct connection I've been given, that I shouldn't pray.

Everyday he hears millons (maybe more)  of prayers, and all I wonder is how mine measures up to the rest .  I know he hears them all.. but sometimes I feel mine aren't good enough and that some are more deserving of his attention. My prayers = miniscule.

I want to be worthy of prayer.
& I think it's time to revamp and make a special effort to take time out of my busy schedule to just stop and pray.

 Freeze time & pray

God, teach me how to pray.