yet again.

I said to myself, "It's Friday, idgaf"
but what I really should of said is, "It's Friday, time to rest and prepare for the Sabbath"

I fail over and over again.
when will I give my life to the one who gave me His.

I'm slowly drifting away & I really don't know if I have the strength to go back...
There's always something in the back of my mind discouraging me.

I have to remember that when all is good in Him
Life wont seem so hard.

I have to want it and make the change in order to get it.
Help me Lord.