real talk.

the nights are as equally tough as the days.
it feels real this time.

i feel dead. alone...

reasons reasons reasons FOR EVERYTHING.
i feel sick.
...seems really easy for you .. doing whatever your doing.
its different this time. were different.
thats what ill keep telling myself..
WERE JUST TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE NOW.

now for the hard part. transitioning from having you for the past 5 years..
to having...:/ i dont even know.


posted this before, but i could listen to it all day.. again & again
(no doubt, by far my favorite (youtube or not) artist right now) in love with her voice.


God, give me the strength & my family, friends and i the happiness amidst the storm.